Daycare drama

Just want to let all concerning parties to know that Jeremy is going thru adjustment period in day care. He started on Monday, 1st day, did fine, cried on and off and was so tired he fell asleep early at night. Yesterday, it was very traumatic, he sticked to me the minute I picked him up, cried on and off all thru the night, was very scared to let go of mommy in case she gave him away to strangers, it was tough. Never seen him so scared, poor kid. This morning, to make his day a little happier, all three of us took him to the playground at 6:30am in the morning, and in the rain too! Never in my life, I would imagine myself going to the playground so early! He was happy to swing for a little while. Dropped him off again, he was screaming, I had to take a deep breath and ran away. I prayed to God that he would adjust soon, and keep telling myself that everyone has to do this eventually.

All experienced moms have been telling me that his behavior is normal, but normal doesn't describe how my heart aches when I see his little face dripping with tears and refused to let go off my neck. Being a parent is tough, I keep thinking about him at work, and at any instance, I may just quit and take him home. But again, when reality hits, it is better for him to start going to school now than later. Rick has been very supportive and caring, I am sure we will go thru this and survive somehow. Don't want another kid anymore. So don't ask if we are going to have another one or not, we are not doing this again. I am so stress out, that my face is breaking out big time, no picture of mom for a while. :oP